In late April of 2018A.D. I started to experience my first prolonged schizophrenic, delusions and hallucinations giving insight to the spiritual realm what psychiatrists would call a manic episode of psychosis. I come from a very secular, non-religious, scientific, empirical data, B.S. in biology person and this completely changed my entire perspective of our lives here on Earth. There is a battle between evil and good on this planet, do not be mistaken.

I spent years from age 33 in 2018 to 38 or 39 in 2023 or 2024, really working on my mental health. Dialectical behavioral therapy, group therapy, I think I’m currently on my 7th Psychiatrist, now in 2026A.D. And I convert to Catholicism, give my heart, soul and life to Christ. I earn my baptism, confirmation and first holy communion with 2 years of Catechism. But there was something missing in my heart.

I wanted love with a female. I wanted to find the right one and have a family. So I see an ad at one of the handouts from mass, and see an ad for Catholicmatch and so, long story short, with intention of giving all of pure self to this relationship I meet a girl name Deinyna Dolores Sablan Duenas from this app. We hit it off. I fell for her. Completely stupid. Because she comes from broken and abusive relationships, she completely tried to destroy me, used my music against me, manipulated me in more ways than you could imagine. Feel that pressure.

Tried to punish me. Made me eat food when I  wasn’t hungry. A complete and utter monster. A demon. She lives in Rio Rancho with her sister. Always wanted me to support her and her endeavors and used my love and support for her agenda then returned no emotion. A matter of fact, a complete coward. Left and never had the courage to actually break up with me. And made me drive and move the last of her stuff. Wreaks of the stench of Satan.